Heyz

Wow, i just noticed the drastic change.
When i didn't change, my blog was filled with fun stuff.
Now, it's mostly my emo stuff and rantz.
& barely anybody reads it alrdy.
Fml.
I hate life now, no point living.
Just sucks, no happiness at all.
Sometimes i wonder, why did i change?
Many people predict i'll go to prison blahblah, but can't possibly be only me that would go in.
6th month is over, what the fuck? Another case?
I changed for the better for...what? A few months alrdy?
All its making me do is REGRET. NO POINT.
People out there having fun, no troubles.
Im stuck here, ranting. I changed so much, not enough?
I can differentiate what is bad and what's good.
I need to reach home by 8pm.
I took up something new, cycling.
Mom coming into my room checking if im asleep every night.
Whats the difference between this and prison?
I can't even do the things i want.
My hair now is shit.
And why ?
Cause you wanted me to cut it . I could have happily went to twister and get it trimmed.
Yet, you wanted it short. I hesitated , you don't give a shit .
Everyday kpkb not sian ah ?
Not you go crazy first . IS ME.
Now i got skinned sideburns and slope+fucked-up-overlap behind.
How great is my life?
I can't go out with the people i want.
I have no freedom.
I have no privacy.
No appreciation on how much i changed.
Accused of things i never did.
Everyday listening to your fucked up baseless naggings and what god here god there.
Everyday same thing.
I don't believe i will go prison la.
What's the worse police can charge me?
SMOKING?! Its a bloody $30 fine.
You want me go jail? Screw you.
I don't have a normal life.
God helping me? Zzz?